Thoughts of Regrets

     I believe regret is a strong feeling and it either break you or help you make better decisions in life. I believe that regret can be a good thing sometimes because it can shape up how a person make decisions in  their life. There are also disadvantages to it too and I am sorry if I sound like a downer but I feel like it has been on my mind for a while. I think regret can make you feel stuck as if you can't go on until you go back and change what happened. I wish that I could go back and change some things in my life. I wish I could go back and apologize to those people that I have hurt. I wish I could go back and change the person I was then instead of using hurtful words and actions to hurt a person. I am scared that my actions might have made them feel bad about themselves or create thoughts that should not even go through their mind. I could go on and on about all the things I want to change but I know I can't. I can't beat myself over and over again for did or didn't happen. So I am going to do the only thing I can possibly do which is to apologize for what I did or didn't do. I think it is a lesson that I have learned - to be careful of my words, actions, and thoughts. I am also learning that I can't change the past and that I need to somehow forgive myself of what I did to move on. To all those who feel the same way, forgive yourself and ask for God's help. Also, if you see that person again take the time to truly apologize with your heart. Take the time to admit of your failures and your short comings because at the end of the day we are all humans.